I want to know where God is when my stomach drops as the bottom falls out of the roller coaster.
I want to know where the gentle hands of compassion are. I want to know why sometimes they feel like a vise around my neck.
I want to know how I got to this place and where I will go next.
I want to know if God really listens to prayer or are my words lost in the waves of desire, swirling until I can feel no more.
I want to know - do you (G0d) love me?
"I want to know" was created this week while facilitating others in a deepening spirituality exercise... hmmm. who's facilitating here?
The following haiku was the next step in the exercise.
when the deep bottom falls out,
when God's hand fails me?